GUDBAI

I always tought we were meant to be together.
Like, our love was so strong there was nothing that can tear us apart.
But it happened.

And all the things I used to believe for my future,
all that crazy shit I used to think about
that few seconds that I allowed myself to think of future
(cause God knows I hate thinking about future cause of this)
that little moments of wishful thinking
were I imagined us happy
5 years from now
10 years from now
15 years from now

All of that shit is just gone.
And I am not sure how to handle that.
This why I quit on dreaming,
this is why don't like thinking about future
because we were supposed to have a future
GOD DAMIT
HOW DID IT GOT SO WRONG?!

Guess I was too in love
Guess I was too naive
Guess, after all, I still like thinking
on shit that is not going to happen


And after all of what we went through
I realize
I was always alone
You never went through anything
I was always alone
I was the only one that wanted to try
cause you quit since the beginning
You never trusted in us
Never really care about us
Otherwise why would you be OK
with this?

It doesn't really care anymore.
We are not together anymore.
Forever,
And ever.
Good bye.