just another note

something is happening to me
dont understand why
just happens
suddenly
i was laughing a few hours ago
but now
seems like any happines
have left me
like a cloud over me
hiding the sun
so im drying like a flower without water
feels like
someone has pick me up from my place
that they've cut me
they're cutting my leafs
they're cutting my petals
one by one
just for fun

i want to cry
just cry
like a lost little girl
wanting someone to hug me
to caress me
to tell sweet things

feel like just wanna
sleep
for today
and forever
not wanting to wake up
the air its to heavy
i cant breath
feel like dying
feel like leaving
feel like
disappearing